"No, I should have never even loved Thornfur! I was not ready. Now 5 kits don't get to see the light of day anymore! Starclan is against me!" Brightstar hissed. She walked to the edge of the lake. I will kill myself if I have to." she snarled

"Oh no you wont!" silverwing staggered down to the lake with half blind eyes, and wrapped her tail around brightstars neck. "Im going to the moonpool tonight, I dont want you to though. I think there are some things starclan needs to show me, and me alone. More than likely, I will see your kits."

Brightstar bit down into Silverwing's tail as hard as possible. "The only ones to see my kits will be me!" she hissed. Then, five starry kits circled around Brightstar. "Who are you?" she hissed. "We are your kits." Moonkit meowed. "M-My darlings. I am sorry." Brightstar sobbed. One of the kits wern't there. "Were is Wishkit?" Brightstar meowed. "She is not with starclan..." Sunkit mewed. "She is still alive, but barley. We hav kept her alive, for you." Twigkit purred. Brightstar rushed to Wishkit. The fore kits gathered around Wishkit and Brightstar. "The only way she will survive is if you give her one of your lives. "Yes!" Brightstar meowed. Dawnkit walked up to her mother. She licked her pelt, the licked Wishkits. Brightstar yowled in pain, while Wishkit purred. When Brightstar was ddone, She ran to Wishkit. "My baby! Never run away from me again, ok hon?" Brightstar purred. Wishkit nodded, not knowing what happened. The fore kits smiled and went back to Starclan.

"Brightstar! Brighstar! Snap out of it! You don't want to kill yourself! She is still breathing!"

(( Uh.. Did you read the post after that? ))

(woops. I guess I didn't read it good enough. :0))

Silverwing sat down, her gaze fixed on wishkit.

Wishkit yawned and mewed "My leg hurts!" Brightstar sighed, "Can she stay here, in your clan. With Silverwing. I belive that is what she would rater do." Brightstar meowed.

Goldenstar only stared at Brightstar.

Silverwing blinked. "Forever?..... or just untill she is healed?

Brightstar's head dropped. "I think this is starclan's doing. it all fits together. Starclan cats telling you to stay in thunderclan. Then Wishkit chasing after you and getting stuck and healed in thunderclan?" she meowed.

"Are you sure about this Brightstar?" silverwing asked.

Clouds that were covering the sun vanished. "I am sure..." Brightstar meowed firmly.

"Ok." silverwing nodded.

"Where was ThunderClan's LEADER knocked out of the conversation. I agree, I just don't see where this turned. Um, is she too young right now to remember and of this? Will she remember her WindClan roots? She WILL find out one day. Am I going to keep her out of gatherings when she grows up? She will have some clue, the reactions of others, the smell, all of the above."